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Rain | @rain@melonbread.dev

Just a lonely boy living on his own instance (Now with SO).
Natural screw up, who often can not make a proper post.
Normally I just post about whatever my ADHD hyper focus at the moment is.

I deal in Random Access Memory & Random Access Memory Accessories

:grans-perspective:

Alt account (when I break my instance):
@rain@shitposter.world

I miss when it was fun and exciting to get a new phone. Now it is just a chore.

No I am at fucking dialysis

Hiccups for me as an adult is like a death sentence on my day

Holy shit there was a Where's Waldo/Wally & #OnePiece collaboration.

I love the way Hideki Ishikawa draws Bass. I wish he had drawn him more.

Drawing of Bass for Mega Man & Bass Drawing of Mega Man and Bass for Mega Man & Bass

Please explain to me how white boy tony is out here in Hawaii just casually speaking Japanese like it is his primary language.

Being referred to as "young person" almost exclusively at the dialysis clinic never stops feeling weird.

(So this is not how I tend to do things. Normally I would hole my self up and just not say anything. Though many people as of late has said I need to start speaking up and asking for help when I need it, so here goes nothing...)

I had to spend some time in the hospital recently, I was in some really rough shape and my family made me go in to get looked at. Turns out my timer in life has gotten even shorter as I am at Stage 5 kidney failure at the age of 31. As I begin treatment and adjust to what is the new normal in my life, the goal is to make it so I can get my partner ( @Rogue ) up from Australia sooner rather than later. Typically her and I would just save bit by bit for her to come up, although with treatment and my condition I am not sure what the future holds for me in terms of work and income.

With all of that said I am just going to share this link made for me by a trusted individual. I posting this early in the morning so no one will see it and it can just get ignored. After this I wont have to bring it up again and everyone can go back to making passing interactions with me and passing fake fedi stars around on posts.

https://gofund.me/bc260315

The weirdest part of dialysis is the warmth of the blood from your body going in the tubes as it goes in the washing machine.

Time to go to the hospital again. ablobhologram

What's even the point

For all sad words of tongue and pen, The saddest are these, "Join our Discord"

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